Friday, June 26, 2009

Diet Time

Well, I've decided I've had ENOUGH! For some reason my own mom keeps telling me that I'm fat. Which is really weird concidering she is shorter than me n more plump looking but WTF ever. So, I'm on a diet n workin on making it more strict.
I've taken my weight n measurements and am determined that I am going to watch what I eat, how much, and exercise to lose the weight. Then when she starts complaining then I'm just gonna tell her to f off. I mean come on now! Well, I've started a diet journal and just need to make sure I get exercise every day, which hasn't worked out the way I had planned but I'm gonna keep at it no matter what. I plan on losin at least 30 pounds bout would love it if I can drop 45pounds. We shall see what I can do.

On 6/23
I had 2 glasses of tea
1/2 bottle of coke
1 brownie
1 hamburger
a bowl of oatmeal
a fruit cup
and a turkey sandwich
I also went on a 2 hour walk while my car was getting fixed

on 6/24 I had 2 bowls cereal
2 glasses crystal light
some crackers
a turkey sandwich
2 fruit cups
2 bottles of water
2 chicken patty sandwithes
a lil bottle of coke
a fiber bar
and a baggie of fruit snacks
I didn't exercise due to not having the time before I went to work

on 6/25
I had meat loaf
yogurt
a bottle of crystal light
a fruit n yogurt parfait (home made with vinalla yogurt strawberries n vanilla almond gronola)
2 glasses of tea
a pack of graham crackers
a chicken patty
and a fruit cup
don't know y I didn't exercise.....

Not the greatest of starts to a diet I know but I gotta start workin with something.
Hopefully I'll start doin better.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

A little info bout me

I am a 28 year old mother of 2 great a little boy and a little girl. I love them to death and would do anything for them. They are my life and reason for being.
I was married to their dad from 1999-2006. He is a complete jerk and still to this day doesn't understand a thing about me. We remain friends for the kids and that works out fairly well for them as they aren't as stressed out or suffering the way kids normally do in their situation.
I'm currently dating a great guy whom is going through a divorce himself and has 2 adorable little boys. I get frustrated with him but I still care for him. I'm sure I push his buttons as well. It's expected to happen.
I worked in the home health field for 5 years and left that to become a CNA. I plan on going further into the health field hopefully starting this fall. Not sure how far I wanna go as I don't think I want to become a RN due to the fact that they do more paperwork than actual time with the patients/residents but we'll see how it goes heh?
I LOVE music. My favoriate band is Disturbed. I do their song Down With The Sickness everytime I go to karaoke. I'm told I'm decent at doing it and often get asked to sing it for people. My boyfriend took me to see Disturbed at their Music as a Weapon festival on May 6, 2009. It was my first ever concert and I had a blast! I got my second tattoo by a great tattooist while up there. His name is Sean and he is from It's Just A Little Prick Tattoo Company located in Decatur, Illinois. The tattoo is on my right lower leg. In black English lettering is PAIN and in red kanji is blood, sweat, tears. I love it.
I have another tattoo on my right shoulder. It is a heartagram with love written above it and hate written below it. That tattoo was done by Steve of Tat2U in Hamilton, Illinois last summer. He currently isn't doing tattoos and I'm not sure if he plans on opening his shop back up or not. Hard telling.
Sometime I'll post pics of my tattoos.